sleepless

It is exactly 5:00 am. I can't sleep because i accidentally took a 7 hour nap.

In the past couple of days i have gone through too much than i could handle. it is the perfect timing for a break from school. only 4 days left until i see my parents and friends. and only 10 days until my birthday.

19 will be such an odd age.

I just found two of the most amazing songs.

YOU KNOW that feeling you get when you hear a really really good song for the first time? I felt that with both of these.

paradise-coldplay

every teardrop is a waterfall-coldplay

just give both of them a chance and maybe youll feel like i did.

every single person experiences struggles of all sorts throughout their lives and it seems that they all can happen at once. i am amazed and still in shock of all the crazy, intense and dramatic past couple of days.

this week is finals. i only have 3, and i am not too worried considering how well i understand each subject. but dont worry, ill study.

15 things on my mind

1. i love hearing the train pass at night (and throughout the day)

2. i miss a dear friend more than ever right now, and i won't see him for quite some time

3. it feels really refreshing to do the right thing, even if its difficult

4. i am in love with my new roommate and suitemates (i moved)

5. i am impatient to grow my hair out really really long

6. although i would love to mend every broken friendship, sometimes you just have to move on

7. cook out corn dogs are the best. just ask the people i've converted

8. confrontation is much easier in the long run than avoiding

9. christmas is just too commercialized these days

10. sadly, every year i get less and less excited about my birthday

11. i absolutely have love for everyone, although i dont always show it

12. listen to the simple things-ellery.

13. i keep having incredibly vivid dreams that confuse me with reality. ahh!

14. i dont know if its because i'm up late, but music is absolutely amazing

15. no matter what point in your life you are at, you can change for the better

much love,

j