i love you to the moon and back

recently, i have been daydreaming constantly of the perfect person. not in the sense perfect, but perfect to me. i cant wait to share my life with someone. to go the same places and understand the same things. to each have that constant support we both need.

there is someone out there. they seem distant, only because of time. and i might even know them now, but not in that way.

i am not desperate, just longing for something. something that i know i dont need right now. something a little later in life. but something everyone desires.

to be loved. and to love.

there is nothing wrong in thinking about that. but maybe at the consistency i do as it is a bit unhealthy. but at this point in my life amongst the chaos, i need to remember that there will be a long time to live after this. forever, as a long time.

and ill be able to share it with my best friend,

whoever he may be.

much love,

j.